society sucks

I'm really hating the stigma about aniexty. Jesus.. I've gone through enough shit. If I didn't have aniexty/ptsd. I'd worry I was a sociopath. I didn't even have sex with a guy until I was 21. Was nervous... I don't know. Vagina said no. Literally had multiple guys try and couldn't get in. Whatever. 

Can society stop judging me for having to pause. I'm tired. I have 2 kids. I have enough to worry about.