Sunday September 17th 2023

.... can't sleep. What else is new. David went out to a friend's house to play board games, so I feel lonely... while also not alone, because I have 2 children. 

I'm overwhelmed all the time dealing with my oldest. Why must he never listen to a word I'm saying. 

So tired, yet here I am at fucking 12:56am.. still awake. Someone shoot me.